I dont know if you're reading my blog like you said you always do, but yeah, here goes nothing. I can never describe what we have because its better than words. With you, I feel like listening to mymum's old love cds and write sappy love notes on my wall. If I could make a scrapbook about what we went through together and the journey we have ahead, I would, but then Ill look like a complete obsessive freak. And I dont think I wanna do that.


So I hate it when I dont know to calm you down, whenever you have bad thoughts about me, whenever you start making stupid assumptions, whenever you get jealous over silly things, whenever you get pissed. Sometimes, I feel like slapping the crap out of you whenever we're in a fight, both of us are just as stubborn, and argumentative and egotistical, which doesnt make anything much easier.


Comparing you to my past relationships is like comparing a Louis Vuitton bag with Roxy's. Whenever you start talking about my past, and feel intimidated by it, I just dont know what to say, because you should know, that youre better, that youre the best, and I would never let this slip away in a million years. Never have I imagine being here with you, with my brother's bestfriend. But Im so glad that it happened.


When you said youre afraid of you going to JB, and whats gonna happen to me here, shouldnt I feel the same? But you're juts lying me :D I am just as afraid as you are. But theres this thing called trust. And boy, like I said before being with you feels great, it feels better than great. I just wish you would know that.